何时开始会这样

不知从何时开始

我会变成这样。

以为一起后，

就不会在天天以泪洗脸。

原来不是的。

以为，总是以为着...

何时变的这么爱掉眼泪....

一点点都承受不住...

泪也不听使唤地一直在落下.....

很多事情，

我们都不说出口。

这样，对方永远也不会知道你到底在想些什么..

很辛苦....

今晚，

真的很难熬...

很压力...

做完功课以后，

打算找你说话...

可是看见你那累累的样子,

不晓得你是否要理我....

我当时真的很压力

只想找你说话...

可是到头来,

只是自己自作自受.....

你说我不明白你的感受

那你又明白我在想什么？

就当我自私好了....

我真的不明白为什么会这样.....

我会学习坚强，不会再那么容易地落泪.....

HOPING ...

I hope you will be for what I hoping now ..
Say is easy, but I knew it's hard for you to make it

P R A Y I N G

31.12.2012

31.12.2012 Monday
Monday Blue as usual...
But this day is totally different...
Today is the last day of 2012..
Seems like still have lots of thing have not done yet..
And my wishes have not achieve yet..

But then,
there were lots of unexpected things had happened through out this whole year...
Have never imagine that I got into Uni..
Foundation year is going to end soon..
Met those beloved friends and You..
Seriously unexpected...
Such a bliss to have all those friends around me and met You
Thanks God for everything...

Review back in 2012,
there were lots of memorable and happy moments that worth to remember.
Lots and lots of memories with all of you!
Miss those moment that we spent together.
Thanks a lot peeps!!

May everything will be fine for the coming year.
And be the brand new me!
May all the items in my wish list could achieve!

Happy New Year! ^^

God Bless!

Theirs Story

Everyone has their own story,

their past, and their history...

Even You..

You might not let me know something about you,

or just hiding or evading from some of your past or your problems..

Family?

Not dare to ask or know much..

I know everyone has their secret and story..

As You do so

....

Wish my heart could understand it

No Doubt

If the world ends

If 21.12.2012 is really the world ends,
I wish that I could stay with my beloved families,
friends,enemies, everyone that I knew and You...
We have not staying together for more than a month,
even 20 days....
Not really know why,
I have so much left out to tell suddenly..
Have so much missed out things
and lots of undone things to do..
I wish could hug all of you tightly right now...
Hug together until the sky becomes darker and darker,
until the skyfall,
until the world ends and we die, young....
                 ×××××××××××
Appreciated everything, every precious moment that we spent together..
Appreciated those good and bad in my life....
Appreciated You....

Hope there'll be no more any regrets...

想，知道

几乎每一晚你迟回家时，

那一副很累的样子以出卖了你，

你是真的好累，好累。

但，你却仍要硬撑。

这里的距离到你家的距离，不算近。

真的会替你担心。

自从那一天之后，

看见你那样，我真的有点儿的惊讶，

但，重点是非常非常的担心你。

知道你不只是累，那么简单而已。

可是问你，却不把你的问题给说出来。

看见你那心事重重，
一脸无精打采的样子，

当时真的很想知道到底是发生了什么事，

但，无论我怎么问你也不说吧。

你想说自然就会说，不逼你了...

真的担心，很担心....

×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××

或许每个人都仍然有着自己不想让任何懂的故事吧

你也不例外...

所以也许有好多事情你也不想说，

不想让我知道。

或许人有时的好奇心也很重吧，

我也不例外，

就只想知道你到底在想什么，

想知道你的感受是什么，

想知道你在担心些什么，

就只是想关心你，

替你担心。

可是.....

我也不会去逼你说出来吧...

你想说的话，

自然就会说出口。

强迫，

总是没意义，

没好结果的...

×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××

只期望有一天，

你会愿意分享吧....

好让我不会看着你那心事重重的样子时，

却不懂你发生什么事，

不懂得如何去安慰，

帮助你...

有时候，会让自己觉得很没用，

什么也帮不上忙....

期望会有那么的一天..

可是，不晓得还有没有这样的机会.....

(If the world ends)

Insecure...

莫名的感觉不停的环绕着心中

一直担心若我们只是到一半而已呢？

或许我只是你生命里的路人甲呢？

有谁会知道未来我们是怎样？

也没人能保证我们会到永远.....

就像你所说的，

未来真的离现在的我们很遥远，

遥不可及............

曾劝自己的心说别想那么多了，

可是真的不知怎么的，

停止不了..

或许我真的真的是如此的害怕，

没勇气去面对未来....

害怕得到了，又再失去的感觉......

Hope it will last....